God's just amazing. With all that, I thought this Easter would be the most difficult one for me. but instead, I've experienced a.... very special experience this Easter.... how He changed me again and again, turned my heart, soften me.... and with all disappointments, God still used this ministry that I have been struggling... He just removed the bitterness within me, and lifted my soul.
still, need to re-evaluate my serving at church... seriously...
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need to adjust my life again... with FB, caffeinated drinks, and TV back to my life.... (totally lost the other one -- staying up late...)
I probably won't catch up on FB... too much for me. Someone, update me....
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So I just weighed with my stomach full.... 108.2 lbs. Surprise! but still... a long way for me to fit in that bridesmaid's dress... sigh...
and PTL that I've moved to size 1 recently... just a pain that my even limited wardrobe has to be phased out......... "money money money / must be funny / in the rich man's world....... "
maybe i can really fast dinner during next year's Lent.
