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I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen, not because I see it, but because by it I see everything else. -- C. S. Lewis

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  • 7月 28 週三 201020:09
  • Grace

Something really bad just happened at school these two days, and several students from overseas were supposedly kicked out of the program. They broke the rules that we’ve made clear to them, and.. anyways, the whole situation was really stupid and sad. 
 
So, supposedly they should be kicked out of the program and homestay, which we’ve stated the consequences on the contract with the group. However, my supervisor felt bad for the students, so she decided to take the 2 girls from those problem makers. 
 
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  • 5月 01 週六 201001:13
  • Unashamed

Lord, you know I have nothing to offer You. Not a piece of me... You don't deserve something like me..... When I look at myself, I don't know how you are going to use me.
But You love me.... for a reason that I still don't really understand. Why would you want to call me? Why would you want to deal with me? Why would you want to use me?
You love me. You are jealous for me. You want me back, just that I can live a life worth of living. You don't save me because i am smart, cool, or capable. Glad because i am not smart, cool, or capable. Maybe that's something wise in You. You didn't create me to be a 能幹, smart, 了不起 person. I am slow, blunt, having problems in communication, even languages....
So I know if anything good happens to me, it's because of You alone. It's Your grace that I can stand here, unashamed. No matter how the world looks at me, You still see me precious.
And you know what? You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. ;) Love you, Father.
"Unashamed"
I have not much
To offer You
Not near what You deserve
But still I come
Because Your cross
Has placed in me my worth
Oh, Christ my King
Of sympathy
Whose wounds secure my peace
Your grace extends
To call me friend
Your mercy sets me free
And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed
I can't explain
This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face
Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete



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  • 4月 10 週六 201000:57
  • Struggle & Prayer

 
當我的重心跑走的時候,當四周 + 自己的聲音越來越雜,靜不下來。最近我到底在想什麼?是自己的意思多過神的意思,是在意別人的眼光多過於神的眼光,是想討好人,想要爭取到人的注意。真的掙扎,我在幹嘛?每一個心思意念,神喜悅嗎?每一個留言,每一個comment,每一個following,每一個click..... 
 
Father, only in You, I am satisfied. 只有在祢自己的裡面,我才會忘了我自己,忘了我的己,so lost in your presence, love, and mercy...  祢知道我,search me.... coz I can't reach. Yet you are madly in love with me. Father, don't give up on me... help me to follow You. 我迷失的時候,叫一下我,讓我可以回頭看到祢。
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  • 4月 05 週一 201000:08
  • Random thoughts

God's just amazing. With all that, I thought this Easter would be the most difficult one for me. but instead, I've experienced a.... very special experience this Easter.... how He changed me again and again, turned my heart, soften me.... and with all disappointments, God still used this ministry that I have been struggling... He just removed the bitterness within me, and lifted my soul. 
 
still, need to re-evaluate my serving at church... seriously... 
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  • 3月 27 週六 201023:43
  • the Blind Side

How you impact the world. -- my title for the movie. ;)






When I watched it, I knew there was something more in it that the movie was trying to avoid... that is Christianity. I could even sense that it wanted to make fun of Christianity (just a little bit, or just make fun of some Christians), but no one can deny that the Tuohys fear God and are followers of Jesus Christ. It was pretty interesting, of course, that they are like a typical White family, but they've done what the Lord has told them to. They did it their way, and dedicated to it. Sometimes when I looked at myself, I knew I don't have a gift of giving and mercy. I am actually short of it. I knew that God has given us different gifts to fulfill his Kingdom and build up churches. Together we are a body, a whole... I appreciate what God has given me, but I still pray for a heart to give. Coz it's the spiritual principle that God has clearly stated...
You know the funny part is... This side of me felt "they could do that because they are rich." yeah... so they made it big. And I simply admired Leigh Anne, not that she has a gift of mercy and giving, but that she used the most of it. She even engaged the whole family to be part of it. God has blessed them much, and they are willing to give.. or I should say, giving is just their lifestyle.. I don't think they force themselves to give. They give. I was recalled one of the “callings” that I received from God – “live simply; give freely” That’s how I started all the cooking, stopped all the unnecessary shopping, and tried really hard (and still struggling) to live a simply lifestyle. But to give is never easy to me. Each time I made donations, I calculated carefully how much I have left. 斤斤計較… seriously!!… I totally feel the heaviness of the pen when i write a check.....  need so much grace in this area. I have received so much, yet giving is still difficult…
And I see all those teachers, willing to give extra care to Michael, realizing he has a different style of learning. That is simply amazing... also how his friend's father would want to get Michael into the school. I have to say that God has prepared all for Michael, how he entered the Christian school, how he met the Tuohys, even with his biological mother. Yeah, Michael is lucky, and how many other "Michaels" out there are still suffering?
Later when I googled the movie, the family, and Michael Oher, I found this:






And I was like, "See! I knew they are strong Christians!" When someone's follower of Christ, we know! "... By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." (John 13:35) By depicting their story, you can't avoid... That's lifestyle.
(OK, I know that I’m getting random and unorganized...)
Then, this interview:
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  • 3月 13 週六 201018:20
  • 3/5 sharing at New Life Fellowship

My sharing (summary) on "God Writes Your Love Story" by Eric and Leslie Ludy.....   
 
《上帝也寫羅曼史》書摘,很多內容是抄書的,所以發現與書中內容文字相同,請不要意外
作者:Eric & Leslie Ludy
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  • 3月 11 週四 201000:30
  • Feb 19 Sharing at New Life

This is the draft of my sharing @ New Life (our young adult fellowship) on Feb 19, 2010. Sorry I don't have an English version...  Feel free to google translate! ;P
 
從去年三月起,神開始了我一個很特別的旅程,雖然至今我仍然有些疑惑和掙扎,但是也有些心得可以跟大家分享。
 
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  • 3月 09 週二 201019:24
  • Lose My Soul -- TobyMac

as i finally put those singers and songs together, i got a lot of surprises! that's why i am sharing a lot of songs right now... ;P
And sorry, the official music video (which i thought was touching...) can't be embedded because EMI owns it... Here's the link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Duj9sS-mqSo


Lose My Soul -- TobyMac
(feat. Kirk Franklin, Mandisa)
Man I wanna tell ya'll something, Man.
Man I'm not gonna let these material thing's, get in my way, ya'll.
I'm trying to get somewhere.
I'm trying to get somewhere,
Thats real and pure and true and eternal.
Father God, I am clay in your hands,
Help me to stay that way through all life's demands,
'Cause they chip and they nag and they pull at me,
And every little thing I make up my mind to be,
Like I'm gonna be a daddy whose in the mix,
And I'm gonna be a husband who stays legit,
And I pray that I'm an artist who rises above,
The road that is wide and filled with self love,
Everything that I see draws me,
Though it's only in You that I can truly see that its a feast for the eyes- a low blow to purpose.
And I'm a little kid at a three ring circus.
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
(Mr. Franklin, Step up to the mic sir)
The paparazzi flashes, and that they think that it's you,
But they don't know that who you are is not what you do,
True, we get it twisted when we peak at the charts,
Yo before we part from the start,
Where's your heart?
You a pimp, hustler?
Tell me what's your title,
America has no more stars, now we call them idols,
You sit idle, While we teach prosperity,
The first thing to prosper should be inside of me.
We're free...
Not because of 22's on the range,
But Christ came in range, we said yes now we changed,
Not the same, even though I made a fall,
Since I got that call, no more Saul, now I'm Paul.
(YEP!)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
Don't wanna walk away,
Don't wanna walk away
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity,
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
It's hypnotizing me from living in light of eternity,
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity.
(Lord what we gon do,We're relying on you,
all eyes are on you Lord,
all eyes are on you, all eyes are on you Jesus.)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
(Don't let me lose my soul, my soul.)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
(This is my honesty, Father, won't you cover me.)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
(Don't wanna walk away, and all those people say)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
(Don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose my soul.)
Lord forgive us when we get consumed by the things of this world,
That fight for our love, and our passion,
As our eyes are open wide and on you.
Grant us the privilege of your world view,
And may your kingdom be, what wakes us up, and lays us down.
(Hallelujah, Don't wanna lose our soul,
No, Don't wanna lose my soul.)
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  • 3月 09 週二 201019:15
  • Adele is the best!

so, after inviting her several weeks and after several weeks' of her busy schedule, adele finally went running with me today! To award her good performance today, i promise her to dedicate one post to her... ;) 
曄曄好棒~~~ 
and what's interesting is that, Darren promised her to run double for her: if she runs 一圈, Darren's going for 2 圈!   Isn't this excited?   Better than the weight plan: Adele gains 1 lbs, Darren will lose 5 lbs (?)...... That'll never come true... I am little faith. 
 
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  • 3月 08 週一 201016:05
  • While I Am Waiting


I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience

While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord





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