Amy • Beloved • WanJung

This is the draft of my sharing @ New Life (our young adult fellowship) on Feb 19, 2010. Sorry I don't have an English version...  Feel free to google translate! ;P
 
從去年三月起，神開始了我一個很特別的旅程，雖然至今我仍然有些疑惑和掙扎，但是也有些心得可以跟大家分享。
 

(5/10)
神真的很真實，今天一進大堂就翻開週報，登著司琴的徵召，我眼淚就掉了，狂哭，好像神在對我說，你以為我不會為我自己的緣故興起自己的百姓嗎？神把同樣的感動放在我以外的人心裡，然後告訴我，祂會興起，祂會興起屬祂的人來服事祂，讓我只能俯伏，求神赦免我。
 
繼續為教會的司琴禱告。

 
我學弟真的信主了耶！
我好高興喔！
整天都在那個興奮狀態中， 
原來神一直都有在做祂的工，
看到花蓮的弟兄姊妹仍然忠心服事，
我也很感動，很受激勵。

I just checked my email and noticed that my cousin's status at Gtalk is : " Taking any prayer requests or praise reports until 9pm. GOD IS SO GOOD. =)  "
 
So, I sent her over a message at once, asking her to pray for my job searching. She thought it over and told me that :
 

 
Finally this morning was the *performance day* (though this isn't a performance). It's a service full of HS from the beginning to the end.
 
Had a encouraging talk with my mom today. I guess we both know how to pray for each other now... 

 
雖然禱告，但是等候真的很難，可以容許我在這裡偶而會有點碎碎唸，小發洩一下，也是我對上帝的碎碎唸吧。
可是等真的很難耶，我是從小到大都沒學好，才會現在還在慢慢學，可是為一個看不見的東西禱告，然後要等，是我沒辦法控制的或主動的景況，還是會讓我很難過嘛（搖天父的手，撒嬌ing...），好吧，還是要清心禱告。
 

some thoughts... 
 
哇..... It's gonna be a long long wait. 等候真的很難，可是真的要有盼望，讓等候有意義。這段時間裝備我自己能成為神信任的忠心僕人。
 

定音鼓.......
上次是真的很挫敗，但是今天，我真的快哭了, literally.............. 要不是Ann在我應該已經要哭了吧，Ann 搞不好有聽到我的哭音　　 為什麼只有兩個鼓要打那麼多音  ><
不過話說今天整個練下來，我終於有種突破的感覺，可能也歸功於放棄某些音不打..........................

OK, Pixnet doesn't allow me to choose the past time. so, such a nice day yesterday! XD (for 3/27/09)
 
I went to CSUF today and "studied" with Anna and Donna. They kept asking me to be there to figure out some statistic stuff, but they ended up figuring out themselves....... XD   Just so nice to meet them again (oh, and others too!). They are my love and comfort in this program, and most importantly, my beloved sisters in Christ. After Donna left, Anna and I had a pretty long conversation on...... a bunch of things... hahaha. We also talked about our ministries at church and shared our visions. She's such a caring person, seriously... wanting to help people so badly, to be connected with international students and help them. For me, she's a real person (with complaints too... haha) and a loyal servant of God.   Very often, I still want to leave something for me when I help, but she simply gives out everything she has to others.  Also, I've never met a person who would pray EVERY SINGLE TIME SHE DRIVES INTO SCHOOL PARKING LOT JUST FOR A PARKING SPACE! And she always finds one quickly. She just has this pure faith in God that I always wonder. 

我好不會下標題喔....
 
我本來在想要用編年體來寫這個blog entry 還是要用紀事體... 因為今天發生太多事了，不過我還是決定用編年體，只是看起來會落落長...